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10.11.24

had some sort of dream where drew, daniel, jonny, and i were driving around and there was someplace that looked like the factory that jonny wanted to go to... it was like a shitty overpriced bookstore and like he wanted food too or something.

10.10.24

My grandmother’s house? There was fungi on the door and stuff all over the ground like a bunch of horrible looking bugs and like bugs being birthed and bugs with gore and missing limbs surrounded by guts and gore. I kept having to use the restroom but i couldnt bc of the bugs and also a spider had just made a web next to the toilet. I break down and sob. My grandmother i dont think recognizes me and has these crazy dark circles around her eyes—i think im there with drew and their family? Ashley gets inside with a screaming baby and starts yelling and stomping around, she goes upstairs. Then someone starts playing music loudly and someone else says you cant play music that loud at this complex and reminds us it’s really early in the morning. Somehow the scene changes and we get drunk and go upstairs and upstairs Double date with ayden and random other people. Fig was there too. It was like this random nice restaurant with this weird water feature in the middle of the table but if you looked in there there was junk and trash and like old cups down there. Someone at our table kept splashing their water and throwing oysters in there. Drew, fig, daniel, ayden and i kept talking about what to do next. The original idea was to go to videodrome next but it seemed hard to do somehow. Drew and i got drunk, and then opened a wine we had (it was white). I kept wondering what fig wanted to do because they seemed really quiet and reserved and like they couldnt do anything else for the whole day but didnt want to say it. We landed on the idea of maybe going to the zoo but then we left but we got in the car and driving was hard but then for some reason we were going to go to trader joe’s and for some reason the first thing in my mind was that jason lived above the grocery store which apparenrly now had apartments above it. So i was scared about that. Driving towards it, basically going down that one turn into freedom park but it was different and there were townhouses everywhere. I joked a joke that i remember drew saying earlier— that it was the middle of the city but it just looked like the suburbs. Then a random car pulls out in front of us almost causing both us and another car in the other lane to crash. When the car gets in front of us it’s covered in a white sheet with blood all over it and we notice there’s another car just like it behind us. It turns right where we want to, and then as soon as it sees a person the person in the car jumps out of it wearing a full kkk suit and stabbing this man to death while we panicked drive past terrified but also like in disbelief that it could be real and has to be a halloween prank or something (the guy they killed was also white if it matters). we kept driving and the other car kept following us and i was really scared and kept saying we should call the cops and it kept flashing to crazy gore. Then i woke up.

9.8.24

Armpit hair had beautifully tight ringlet curls
update 10.7.24: i think about this one a lot still

9.7.24

Drew emotionally cheating on me????

9.6.24

Mall confusing under construction and shut down… asked to leave a place that wasnt open. Was with family also had to pretend to not know some guy? I think I killed someone? // different dream in which i was cleaning some back room of my house and i was looking thru old things and deciding what to get rid of

9.5.24

Undwewater fish kindgom superpowers queen went topside to discover so many changes regenr, etc...

Flowers in Chania